Monday, June 30, 2014

Daily Bible Reading: 2 Chronicles 2

Solomon set out to start building on the House of the Lord. But, because he did not have the supplies or the skilled workers available in Israel, he wrote a letter to the King of Tyre for help.

The King of Tyre had helped David to build his own house, and now Solomon asked him to renew that friendship with him, in his dad's place. He offered to pay Tyre for the work that they offered in helping to build the Temple of the Lord.

Tyre wrote Solomon back and told him he would, indeed do as he asked. As a bonus, he sent a man who was skillful in all kinds of work with the gold, silver, brass and anything else that had to do with the construction of the temple. This guy was a quick learner, and what he didn't know he would be willing to learn as quickly as possible. God gifted this man greatly. This man just happened to be the son of an Israelite, who was a member of the House of Dan. The woman had married a man from Tyre. This was obviously planned by God!

It was against the law for Solomon to take a census of Israel. However, nothing in the law prevented him from taking a census of the foreigners that lived there. So, he did so, and then, he planned accordingly and gave all the foreigners the hard tasks that prepared for the building of the temple. If you were going to be an alien and live and work in Israel, you were going to do it for the Lord!


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Friday, June 27, 2014

Daily Bible Reading: 2 Chronicles 1

After Solomon became king, "God magnified him exceedingly". He became very popular. He had a reputation that exceeded the borders of his kingdom. Kings and Queens from lands far away heard of him and sought to meet with him. People who were not even of his own land respected and revered him, because he followed his father's teaching, and he worshipped the One True God with all his might.

He probably felt overwhelmed, being of such a young age and having been made King of Israel. When his own beloved father passed away, he sought comfort in the one his father had told him about that would never leave him, if he chose to be righteous and follow Him.

Overwhelmed and thankful for God's guidance because of his success, he sacrificed in front of his people, and worshipped God in a public setting, not hiding his faith or his dependence on the One True King over all.


  • 7 In that night did God appear unto Solomon, and said unto him, Ask what I shall give thee.

  • 8 And Solomon said unto God, Thou hast shewed great mercy unto David my father, and hast made me to reign in his stead.

  • 9 Now, O LORD God, let thy promise unto David my father be established: for thou hast made me king over a people like the dust of the earth in multitude.

  • 10 Give me now wisdom and knowledge, that I may go out and come in before this people: for who can judge this thy people, that is so great?

  • 11 And God said to Solomon, Because this was in thine heart, and thou hast not asked riches, wealth, or honour, nor the life of thine enemies, neither yet hast asked long life; but hast asked wisdom and knowledge for thyself, that thou mayest judge my people, over whom I have made thee king:

  • 12 Wisdom and knowledge is granted unto thee; and I will give thee riches, and wealth, and honour, such as none of the kings have had that have been before thee, neither shall there any after thee have the like.

    God loved Solomon for his dependence on Him, and his humbleness of spirit, in spite of his station in life. And, because of his humbleness, gratitude and determination to credit God for his support, God determined to give Solomon all he could ever want or ask for, as well as wisdom and knowledge that he would need to keep it.

    As children of God, we must never forget who gave us the gifts that we have, and we must never forget to honor and credit Him for it. If we do so, continually, never forgetting where we came from, God will bless us abundantly more than we could ever hope or ask for.



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  • Monday, June 23, 2014

    Home Remedy for Gall Stones?

    I thought it was just getting old. You know, the cricks and pops in the mornings when you get up? I thought it was normal for me to feel that way at 45 years of age. It's been slowly growing worse over the last five or so years...then, when I would get off work, I'd be so tired I just wanted to plop down on my chair and not move. My feet hurt. My back...between my shoulder blades...shoulder...neck...and my hip always feeling like I needed to find a way to pop it. I thought it was just hard work and the stress of the day. Maybe it was. Or, maybe it was a symptom of a different problem: gall stones.

    After my last attack -- you know, the one that ended me up in the emergency room crying out for my momma in pain? -- It was confirmed that I have gall stones. However, my liver and kidneys and everything else is "healthy, and on the high side of normal" (whatever that means). At any rate, it means I'm not going to get an emergency operation without insurance. I either have to change my diet or suffer, or both.

    So, I searched the internet for those home remedies. I'm willing to try anything to keep from spending another $4,000, not to mention what it will cost for the operation.

    I bought all the stuff, but didn't have the nerve to try it out until Saturday.

    I went to Panda's Chinese Buffet. I stuffed myself with all that spicy, high-cholesterol ridden food. I felt it hanging in my chest. I just knew I was going to have another attack. It was coming. So, I drank a shot of apple cider vinegar when I got home that night.
    On Sunday morning, I took 3 Tablespoons of 100% Lemon juice. After dinner, I took a half a shot of apple cider vinegar and a half a shot of olive oil, mixed it and downed it. Just before bed, I took 3 teaspoons of epsom salt and a cup of warm water and mixed it and downed it.

    I drank 8 to ten cups of water throughout the day.

    This morning, I woke up with NO pain ANYWHERE. I have felt better all day than I have felt in the past ten years. I wasn't even dead tired when I got off work today. I feel younger; more energetic; ready to take on the world!

    There you have it folks!

    I am told I should do this about 3 days. Then, once about every two to three weeks or as needed. I sure want to keep feeling this way!

    Of course, a low-cholesterol, high fiber diet is good to do along with that, too...but I just can't eat oatmeal without butter and sugar.



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    Thursday, June 19, 2014

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    Wednesday, June 18, 2014

    According to those silly Facebook Quizzes:

    My life Motto is:

    "If you can dream it you can achieve it" - Always dare to dream, because even though it's hard for you to believe it right now, your craziest, most wonderful dreams might actually come true.

    If I were one of Snow white's dwarfs, I'd be:
    I don't agree with this one, but I'm


    The State I should be in is

    Funny, since it's full of hot, red-blooded Americans, but Texas bills itself as "a whole 'nother country". If you like big, friendly and relaxed, it's likely that this big-hearted state is just the "nother country" for you.

    My Epitaph reads:

    "Here I lie... under protest"

    When they tried to guess my age, they said:

    29. You are as frightened as a cat on 4th of July when you think about the moment you're going to turn 30. Relax, 30 is the new 20! (I'm 45)

    My Hippie Name is:

    Ember Raven

    If I were a dog, I'd be a:

    Great Dane

    You're genuinely humble and that makes you stand out in a crowded room. Everyone looks up to you and you're extremely smart, but you're still approachable due to your warm demeanor. Your elegance and class can sometimes make others feel humbled, but it's never intentional. You're the Great Dane, the kind ruler of your own kingdom.

    If I were a mythical creature, I'd be a:

    Dragon
    You are very charismatic and incredibly popular. People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know. You are very active. You are usually hard at work or play. You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.

    The color of my mind is:

    Red
    Of all the mind types, yours is the most impulsive. If you think it, you do it. And you can get the bug to pursue almost any passion. Your thoughts are big and bold. Your mind has no inhibitions. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about love, your dreams, and distant places.

    If I were an alcoholic beverage, I'd be:

    Champagne
    You are glam, sophisticated and live like a celebrity. You take great care of your appearance, and can often be seen in VIP bars across town.

    If I were Disney Royalty, I'd be:

    Princess Jasmine!
    You stand out in a crowd with a beautiful, seductive smile! Although you don’t like to break rules you feel some rules are meant to be broken especially when your heart is involved! You believe in true love and that everyone has the right to be with the one they love! You love animals and being outdoors. You love romance and an honest, good hearted man. You can be the sweetest girl in the world but someone definitely doesn’t want to get you mad. Be proud of being one of the most beautiful Princesses Disney ever set pencil to :)

    A two word description of me is:

    Unconditionally Loving
    It's the kind of love that has no limitations. And it asks for nothing in return. You genuinely love people for who they are. For their true and honest selves. Raw and unfiltered, this magical love runs deep through you every waking moment of your life. And the people whom you give it to feel truly lucky to experience your love in their lives!

    My mind-type is:

    Logical Thinker
    You are an incredibly analytical thinker. You are driven by facts and logic. You like to see every detail before you make a decision or solve a problem. Knowledge is power. You don't get carried away with or overwhelmed by emotions. You are able to take things one step at a time. You can't stand to be rushed when it comes to thinking. Deep cognition takes time, concentration, and quiet.

    In a past life, I was Aristotle:
    Once a brilliant philosopher, my thoughts about virtue must have really stuck, because the life I'm living right now is impressively righteous, showcasing some serious self-restraint. Kudos to me for fighting the good fight... But I think you might need to find someone else to party with.

    I'll add more later...




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    Sunday, June 15, 2014

    I don't regret the past...

    I have chosen not to look back with regret. Instead, I look back with confidence, knowing that who I was is no longer who I am; and, that is because who I was made me realize who I didn't want to be. I see myself today as the successful outcome of a messed up individual. After all, things could be worse. I could still be the person I was.

    Saturday, March 29, 2014

    Things I discovered today...while fasting Facebook.

    I miss my MS Word. So, I went online to see if I could find one that I could download for free. I found several, but they want me to download all kinds of other stuff I don't need in order to get it. It's annoying, so I opted out. Then, I decided, since today is about NOT being on Facebook, I would explore my computer. Lo and behold, I found a Google Chrome shortcut on my desktop I haven't used. So, I clicked on it.

    I was so excited to find the Google Documents area that had the equivalent of Word, and EXCEL! Not only that, Google provides a place where I can store my documents online so if this computer ever goes out, I can still access them! WOW! The computer age has come a long way.

    I know, it sounds stupid for me to say that, since I haven't scratched the surface of all I have missed out on over the last ten years. I am just excited that I see the opportunity to grow with the internet...and am determined to take it.

    Fasting today, and giving up Facebook for 24 hours has really opened my eyes. I am glad I did this. It has given me new perspective that I really needed, and shown me how obstructive Facebook has really been for me. Don't get me wrong, I still love Facebook. I am still going to be using it A LOT. But, I need to back away from it more regularly so I can see other things around me that I can use and grow with.

    Success! I can feel my creativity starting to flutter again!

    And, no more using email to save my work!

    And I can save pictures now!!!

    I spent all day experimenting with forms, making recipe cards, and even signed up for a Fingerhut account (waiting on approval), and then shopping Amazon, playing with my wish list. I answered all my emails.

    For lunch I had pizza rolls and snacked on pimiento cheese sandwich, and a loaded potato. Topped the night with what was left of my ice cream and chocolate syrup.

    I reviewed using HTML for web design, and read the news some, and listened to Christian talk radio, and played a little bit of Fallout. I even wrote in two of my blogs.

    I mopped my kitchen floor and cleaned the cabinets and sink with bleach. And, I reprimanded Milo a lot. He didn't mind. And, he didn't mind.

    I made out a list of things to do and updated my grocery list, and made fresh tea.


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    Friday, March 21, 2014

    Texarkana Freedom Rally

    (This was originally written on October 21, 2012 by Shonda M. Ponder)

    The Freedom Rally in Texarkana was very inspirational. The purpose of the rally was to encourage conservative Christians to vote. I had to attend, being a volunteer Patriot media representative, and I am happy to report on the events:

    At 1:38 p.m. I arrived and sat on the lawn across from the post office and watched as people started to trickle in. The Texarkana Post Office straddles the State Line between Texas and Arkansas. Because of it’s unique location, it doesn’t have an address. It is simply listed as Texarkana Post Office, the United States of America.

    There was Christian music playing through the loudspeakers in front of the post office. The Little River Patriots had set up an awning tent. Their mission statement was posted in front as “Recruiting, Educating, and Electing Christian Conservatives.”

    Mike Landers, who was running for sheriff was campaigning in the next awning with shirts and buttons. “Mike Landers for Sheriff” yard signs permeated the grounds around the post office.

    Slowly, more cars drove up and parked. People set up lawn chairs and were gathering in small groups, getting ready for the day’s activities. It didn’t look like a huge gathering, but I was encouraged by this morning’s Sunday School lesson on Judges 6-10. Gidean led an army of 300 men and defeated two kings, in spite of people who mocked him for being so small. God never uses large armies to do His will, only a small, very loud minority.

    As the crowd thickened, I made a small mental note to be sure and have business cards made up when I get my new web site started. They sure would have come in handy, today.

    The announcer welcomed everyone and said that a few of the speakers were still en-route and to just hang on and hang out with everyone for a few minutes longer.

    Another red, white, and blue table was being set up under an awning with hats and flags. Ted Cruz for Senate was being promoted at one of them.

    It was a very patriotic atmosphere. There were everyday people in shorts and t-shirts, sunglasses and smiles, laughing and shaking hands with the people around them. One man sat texting on his cell phone, on the steps of the Korean War Memorial, while children climbed on it and sat in the rafters with the statue. While more motorcycles, cars and trucks drove up, cameras and binoculars came out.

    Pastor John Miller, of the Church on the Rock, gave a brief speech about the history of the flag, then led everyone in saying the Pledge of Allegiance. Then there was a prayer and one lady sang the National Anthem.

    A Cuban immigrant named Raphael Cruz spoke of his journey to America, why he came here, and why he was so outspoken today. His story touched my heart. He spoke of his son, and how he would tell his son, Ted, when he was eight or nine, that, “I lost my freedoms in Cuba. If we lose our freedoms here, then where is there left to go?” He told the story of what his son did as a result, and how it has led him to running for the senate. Ted Cruz sounds like someone worth watching in politics.

    To hear a Cuban immigrant speak so highly of my country, the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution was more than inspiring to me. It made me be proud to be an American by birth. As if that wasn’t enough, he then exalted our God and made me proud to be a Christian by choice.

    Then Rick Scarborough of Vision America spoke. He told his story of how he got involved preaching politics from the pulpit. He advised that if you are part of a church in which the pastor is afraid of preaching about politics, fire him. Get one that will. He said it was time that preachers, who so love to be the light of the world, also be the salt. He finished by advising us to find a friend who shares our values and encourage them to vote. If we have a friend that doesn’t share our values, pray that he sleeps on election day.

    Rick brought up the point that homosexuals only took up 3.4% of the population, yet they are pushing their agenda successfully on
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    America. If they are such a small minority and can get so much done, then we should have no problem taking America back. All it takes is a small, VERY LOUD, minority.

    Again, I thought of Gideon and his army of 300 men who did nothing more than make a bunch of noise that frightened the enemy so bad that they panicked and killed themselves. I thought of Abraham using pots and pans to make a large noise and do the same thing when he rescued Lot.

    Then a young man who majored in Political Science at A&M University, Noah Jackson, spoke. He quoted facts and poll results. He encouraged us to vote for Freedom. He’s another young man planning a future in politics that needs to be watched, and encouraged.

    Curtis Coleman spoke next, encouraging us, as citizens, to stand up. “This election is not about choosing from right and left,” he said, “It’s about choosing from right and wrong!”

    The last speaker was media personality Jan Morgan. She started her speech quoting George Orwell: “In times of great deceit, speaking truth is a revolutionary act!” Then she told us about how others have made threats on her life for speaking the truth to the public. “In order to speak truth in America today, you have to be willing to lay your life on the line!” She continued to speak, inspiringly, about how we are giving our freedoms away, and that it’s time to stand up and take back what our founding fathers gave us.

    Morgan boldly advocated protecting our 2nd Amendment rights. “If we allow the government to strip away our 2nd Amendment rights, then we will have no way of protecting the rest of them!” She told us that, throughout the world, 170 million people have been annihilated AFTER the government disarmed them.

    Morgan then spoke about Islam and our religious freedoms here in America. “I believe your religious rights stop when it advocates the murder of innocent people in order to promote it.”

    She ended her speech with, “If you are afraid of your government, you are already a slave.”

    I wasn’t planning on staying for the whole thing, but I’m glad I did. I even made it a point to shake Raphael Cruz’s hand and tell him, “Thank you.”

    For those of you who didn’t show up, you missed a great gathering and some good messages. For those who did, I hope you are motivated to take what you have and use it to keep what you have been given.

    Sunday, February 23, 2014

    An Alzheimer's Poem


    I pray I don't have to go through this. It scares me, getting old...and, working at the hospital doesn't make my fear subside any at all. I can only trust that however I end up, it is God's Will, and where there is God's Will, there is God's Purpose.

    Saturday, February 22, 2014

    Getting Paid For On-line stuff

    What a dream life it would be if all I had to do was get up, fix breakfast, take Milo (my dog) for a walk and then sit down at the kitchen table in my pajamas and turn on the computer in order to make money to pay the bills! Well, that is a good dream, but it isn't reality. However, on-line money-making is great for a little Christmas money here and there. It's also great for going out money every now and then. Best of all, it's great for trying new things and socializing with people you normally don't get to visit often, and building a business. In the end, if you make a lucrative investment of your time and your effort, you may, in fact, be able to pay the bills.

    I have done it all. The best way I've found to make money on-line is through a well-known and well-worked business website and affiliate marketing. But, this does not stop me from completing surveys (they give out gift certificates as well as cash rewards), or getting paid to read emails (those emails have lots of great information on where to make money online in them), or any other project that I may find interesting enough to try. If I am going to waste my time on the internet, I may as well get paid something for doing it -- even if it isn't much at all.

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    Saturday, August 17, 2013

    When God Talked Back


    Reading the book, "When God Talks Back", by T.M. Luhrmann, I thought back to the first time that I "heard God's voice" and "recognized" it as a clear concise answer to a question.

    I was a lonely child with few friends and lot's of trust issues. One day, when I was twelve years old, I looked around the school yard and wondered why I was so alone, and others always had companions around them. I felt that God must have wanted me to go through this loneliness for a reason. I wrote a little poem on my book cover to commemorate what I was feeling. It started like this:

    I look my eyes up to the sky

    and ask the Lord above so high

    "Why me?"...

    At this point I remember imagining myself in front of God, demanding an answer. I continued to write, without thinking,

    Then came from the blue

    "Because, my child, you are YOU."

    When I finished writing I remember this instance of feeling puzzled. I had never written a poem before, and certainly have never thought of one so fast. Then, I read, again, what I had written:

    I look my eyes up to the sky

    and ask the Lord above so high

    "Why me?" Then came from the blue

    "Because, my child, you are YOU."

    A sudden realization came to me that I had an answer to my question.

    "Because I'm me?", I asked God, a little perplexed. "What do you mean by that?" But, I couldn't shake this feeling that it was God who put those words down.

    Because I'm me.

    I decided to put that answer away in the back of my mind and wait for God to explain Himself to me. Over the years, I believe He has.

    I am me. I am the only me God made. I have talents and abilities that were given to me for a purpose; and, only I can fulfill that purpose for God. I may not know or understand the purpose for which God created me, but my goal should ever be to live my life to glorify God as if no one else can live my life -- because no one else can.

    And finally, I wake up each morning now, and I thank God for creating me to be who I am. I look back on my life and I am thankful for all of the experiences I have had. I feel special, because those experiences, good and bad, were my own and no one else's.

    God gave them to ME.

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    Thursday, August 08, 2013

    Hypocrite

    I have noticed that when people use the term "hypocrite", it is usually because they do not fully understand it's meaning and wish to insult the person to whom they are referring. A hypocrite is someone who claims to be sinless while judging others for the same sins that they, themselves, are guilty of.

    As a matter of practice, I personally have never claimed to be sinless; nor do I judge others. I do, however, state facts. I do not dare tell someone who is homosexual that they are going to hell. As a matter of fact, homosexuals are just as qualified to see the Kingdom of Heaven as I am, if they have accepted Christ into their life and are seeking to better themselves and lead others to Christ. However, I will tell them that practicing homosexuality is a sin. The Bible says it is a sin. That is not judging, that is stating a fact. I could tell a good, Bible going woman that homosexuality is a sin and it would not offend her. Then why is it that if I tell someone who is a homosexual that homosexuality is a sin they get offended? Truth is truth, whether you want to hear it or not.

    On the same note, I am not judging the homosexual by saying that homosexuality is a sin. What he or she does with that information is entirely their business. I am to love the sinner and hate the sin.

    When I refer to the Bible, I am pointing as much to myself as I am anyone else. I am constantly working to better myself. God may not expect me to be perfect or sinless (after all, we wouldn't NEED Jesus if that were the case), but He does expect me to strive to achieve perfection. So, when I quote the Bible, it is usually to remind myself that what I am saying is backed by Biblical principle.


    Proverbs 11:9 says, "The hypocrite with his mouth destroys his neighbor but through knowledge the righteous will be delivered." Therefore, someone who calls someone a hypocrite is, him or herself a hypocrite because he or she passes judgment on someone else.

    The righteous are not people without sin. They are people who are doing their best to be without sin, yet being imperfect are humble enough to admit their own faults and attempt to right their evil ways. Their dependence is more fully on Christ's redeeming power and God's Grace because of their imperfection. Only one who is immature in their walk with God would dare try to pull a speck out of someone else's eye when they have a plank in their own. (Matthew 7:3)

    One who is mature is willing to accept their limitations, and then glorify in God's infinite lack of them.

    Conviction of Conscience

    Have you ever been convicted? Have you ever had this "sudden realization" that you've been doing things all wrong, and the strong urge to stop what you are doing wrong to make things right?

    If you have, then you have experienced "conviction". Conviction can happen at any time. The word "convicted" is related to the word "convict". To convict someone denotes an active participation in causing someone else to become convicted. On another note, a "convict" is someone who has been found guilty of a crime. Therefore, if you are "convicted", then you have been found guilty of some action you know is not right and deserves changing in your life.

    The word "convicted", although used liberally in Christian circles, is only used one time in the King James Version of the Holy Bible. It is at the part of the story about the prostitute who was caught in the act of sinning. When they brought her before Jesus in order to try to convict him of blasphemy, or false teaching, Jesus told them, "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone." One by one, from the eldest to the youngest, they walked away. In John 8:9 it says that they were "convicted by their own conscience, and walked away."

    What is conscience, then, that it should convict anyone?

    I have heard it argued that the conscience is the Holy Spirit convicting you; but, according to the Bible, you can have a good conscience or a bad conscience. In 1 Corinthians 8, Paul seeks to use food that has been offered to idols as a example. As Christians, we know that idols are nothing; therefore, we have no problem eating food offered to them. However, those who were raised in idolatry revere idols as holy. If they see you eating food offered to idols they may be offended. Someone who is offended by you may not want to listen to you when you tell them about Jesus, or what is right or wrong. Paul calls their conscience "weak". Therefore, it is diplomatic form, to say the least, to learn their customs and seek not to offend them in order to keep their minds open to your teaching of the Gospel.

    To Titus, (Titus 1:15), Paul writes, "To the pure all things are pure. But to those who are defiled and unbelieving, nothing is pure: but even their mind and conscience are defiled."

    In Hebrews 9:14, Paul explains how a person with a defiled conscience gets a clean start to rebuild their conscience to God's glory: Nothing but the blood of Jesus.

    When you accept Christ into your life your slate is wiped clean. All of your sins are forgiven. From that moment on, you do your best to keep your heart and mind pointed toward Christ, walking in his precepts and laws. From that day forward, your conscience will convict you when you turn down the wrong paths.

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    Friday, June 28, 2013

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    June 29

    I am returning two movies to the library and am going to check out two more. Last night

    I watched The Wilderness Family. It kept me on the edge of my seat during the whole movie. It was a refreshing visit to a more pure time in movie-making history. I recommend it.




    June 28

    I am at the library. Just checked out three books by Edward Abbey: The Monkey Wrench Gang, Hayduke Lives, and The Brave Cowboy. I figure I'll end up reading every book in the library before long, starting with Fiction, since I have nothing better to do. I also checked out some movies: Act Your Age, Air Force One, The Adventures of the Wilderness Family and the first season of The Adventures of Jim Bowie. Am looking forward to nice peaceful opportunities to read and watch TV.

    I didn't make much on my check this payday. Just enough to pay $300 on rent and talk my landlord into working with me so I won't get evicted. He is willing, as long as I pay him $300 every two weeks until I am paid a month in advance. But, after buying 10 bus tickets and $15.00 worth of phone minutes, I only have $25.00 left. I am so broke. And, I have no food in the house.

    On the bright side, I am losing weight. But, even that poses a problem, since I can't afford to buy new clothes.

    Today, I ate at the Friendship Center. 2 peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, a bag of chips, a pack of cookies and a fruit cup. I was hungry. I saved my cookies for later. Later, I may go and eat supper at the Salvation Army.

    I spent some time on the internet at the library.

    When someone tells me it is not polite to talk religion or politics, then I assume that they believe it is polite to force ignorance on people. If you don't talk, you can't learn. If you don't ask questions, you can't get answers. I like being impolite if that is what it takes for me not to be ignorant.

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    Saturday, June 15, 2013

    It's Time to Wait.

    by Shonda M. Ponder

    It's time to wait. We've been waiting forever for "the time to be right", for when the "SHTF", for the right people to be elected. It's all we've been doing anyway; so, why not wait for the right reasons?

    I believe that we are wasting our time if we think that we can place a new party into the political arena that will help us. Too much has already been lost. People are just too shocked and/or ignorant to admit it is too late.

    We went over the hill and started the downhill slide the moment that God was taken out of our schools. That was His first slap in the face. This last one is Allah being put in schools where God once was, in the name of tolerance, which no one had for those who worshipped God.

    Then they made it legal to murder unborn babies. This was and is the last generation of freedom seekers, crying out from the womb for their right to life.

    Since then, we have made it a crime to display manger scenes in public places. Schools refuse to sing Christmas Carols with Christ in them. Christmas has become so commercialized that Christ is no longer even seen in Christmas.

    Add to that the systemic taking away of our freedoms, as written in the Bill of Rights, starting with the 2nd Amendment. In order to have the right to defend yourself, you have to have permits to carry a gun, and they aren't allowed even in the most dangerous places. In order to buy a gun, you have to withstand a background check. Our privacy has been stripped from us in the name of safety and security. To top it all off, you can only buy the kind of guns they say you can own.

    This war on Terror has made it mandatory that the government have permission to spy on it's own citizens. They listen to our phone conversations, read our emails, follow our work history and private club histories.

    Our Churches aren't even allowed to endorse a candidate, even though it's okay for planned parenthood, which is supposed to be a non-profit organization, to do so.

    We can't even protest without permission from those we are protesting against. Our right to petition our government may as well not exist, since they pay no attention to those petitions anyway. Our right to assembly depends on where we are assembling and what for. I just don't think the founding fathers had all this in mind when they wrote the Bill of Rights.

    We are forced to pay taxes to help women kill their babies. We are forced to pay for healthcare we don't have. We are forced to pay fines if we don't have insurance. And, the IRS can destroy your life if you disagree with the government.

    This is not America the Beautiful, Land of the Free and Home of the Brave anymore. We have systematically become Amerika the Oppressed, Land of the Dependent and Home of the Cowards who bend to government rule. Even our Rule of Law is Dependent on who is in office.

    I don't see it getting any better. I think it's time for a new plan. As a Christian, I think it's time to focus on getting to know our Creator and our Savior, and stand ready to die for Him, because that is just where this is all heading.

    Oppression leads to persecution, genocide, and annihilation. It has already started. Most are just too blind to see it. When people in Michigan are getting stoned and the stoners are not getting charged with the crimes in the name of religious freedom, which Christians apparently don't have, it's over. Why can't people see that?

    I don't mean to be pessimistic about our future. I just don't see it getting better. We are never going to get rid of all the laws we already have. We fight one law, only to be blindsided with a worse one that we have to fight. While we are doing that, we have left the one we were fighting in the first place so that it can grow stronger and more oppressive, and give birth to new, even more dangerous ideas against our liberty.

    So, if we are going to wait, then I suggest we start waiting in the right waiting room. The only thing that can save us now is God, and I've read the book. It's going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

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    Thursday, June 13, 2013

    Thought for the Day:

    You are not here to tell your church and your Christians friends how much you love God and why. You are here to stop the drug dealer on the street, to talk to the homeless, the sick, the hopeless, the prostitutes, the needy and the other lost; to tell them how much you love God and why. Jesus came for THEM. You do not have to relate to them. You only have to love them.

    Memories of a lived life: Justin Williams Birthday

    Twenty-two years ago today, God blessed me with another son who would never cease to amaze me. Back then, I was young and scared. This son was given to me to remind me that God was still with me every step of the way. Happy Birthday, Justin Seth Williams. I pray that God blesses you and that you feel His presence with you even more than He's shown Himself to me. Momma loves her baby boy.

    Monday, June 03, 2013

    Computer Problems

    My computer crashed and I can't even get the darn thing on. So, I pulled a few strings and a friend sent me his old computer, but without a monitor. Right now I have no monitor, and even if I did, I'd have to get internet access to use it. I don't have the money and am hanging by a thread to keep a roof over my head right now. So, be patient. I'll get it all worked out soon enough.

    Saturday, February 23, 2013

    NEW WEBSITE

    HI! I haven't updated my blog in awhile because I've been really busy updating my new web site. So, I probably won't be back here for awhile...but don't go away! In the meantime, check out my new web site! It's called "The Ponder" and you can get there by going to http://www.shondaponder.com