What I learned in 2015

As 2015 rolls to a close, I have begun to reflect on things that God has taught me this year. Each year it gets harder to pick out these things, as much of what I experience I already know -- I just seem to have to be taught again. LOL

I learned that Faith CAN move mountains. I started out the year trusting God to not only provide for me, but to make my situation better. I needed better opportunities, and the tools it required to accept and embrace them.

In February, I bought a car after not having one for several years. Not only did I buy a car on an already tight budget, but I was able to pay for it and the upkeep without having less than I already had. As the year wound down, I found myself with better phone, which allowed me to share more with my friends, and pay less to do it. The money saved was a blessing. I was also able to switch internet providers, which now allows for unlimited access, as well as less cost to me for having it. Another blessing. Finally, I was able to pay off a monthly bill that had been shadowing me for nearly two years. This blessing was the best. I went from hand-ups to being able to hand-out more in groceries. My insurance was lowered after several months. At work, I received a raise, and was able to work a lot of overtime. I received even more pay when I changed shifts. Today I even have money in my savings account. God is GREAT!

I learned that it is not my job to reap the harvest, but to plant the seed. I learned to invest and spend wisely.

I learned to prepare for the worst, yet hope for the best.

I learned that what I give, God gives back in abundance: emotionally, physically, financially and spiritually.

I learned that willingness is the first and most important step toward success and fulfillment.

I learned that contentment is the key to being trusted more.

I learned that people who judge you by what others think or say are tyrannical cowards who are not worth emulating or following. And, that if you find yourself on a path that is forged by them, it is best to remain slow and methodical in order to stay out of the ditch until a detour can be made.

I learned that sometimes your enemy is not your enemy, but a potential loyal friend, and an opportunity to be lifted up, as well as minister.

I learned that Family can sometimes be more unforgiving and cruel than other people in your life, but that they represent the first lessons of what forgiving others is all about.

And finally, I learned that it's when you don't feel the love that you need to show it. When you don't feel the want-to, God is still there, patiently waiting and watching what you are going to do, and expecting you to remain faithful in spite of your emotions. His grace is still sufficient.